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16:00 Jan 09 2006
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I plan to fast a few days. I feel, after reading a few things from someone I feel akin to, that I should do the same to help with my power, or lack thereof as it were.

I'll log my success here.

02:31 Jan 06 2006
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I find myself investigating quite a bit lately-- not just people and things but past ideas, and notes I use to write.

I find myself in a horribly form of bloodlust and vanity--- it's queer to be sure, but it's just... *sighs*

It still wrecks my brain.

Re: Awakening for Vampires
01:17 Jan 01 2006
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I've actually been looking forward to reading all of these fantastic posts on the matter, but my eyes are killing me thinking my own tohughts, baking cookies and so forth-- so here's my bits.



In Awakening a Being can not only take on vampiric tendancies and mannerisms, but also mannerisms of other creature-- more primal ones.



For example, being Wiccan (as a few have pointed out), I felt at first my spirit totem was to be a fox. I liked their cunning, reaction time-- overall it seemed perfect. Instead, the Winged Serpent of Australia/aboriginal origin showed itself to me.



However, Hawks are becoming more and more enlightened to me as of lately, finding mysel more of a mixture of Air and Water, which has in a way (as I look back) haunted me for a very long time.



Strangely enough, I am very, very much akin to with felines more than either one of the others. In a way, I find myself to be a very enlightened Being of sorts because of this-- still sorting out feelings and emotions as they come to me.



I've found others like myself-- feline in nature, soothing and motherly as well as virtuous and primal (in ways I'm sure others can nod in agreement to without my saying aloud).



Hmm, I think I've found a topic for my Hall.